.:PA: Whatever Daddy wants, Daddy gets:.

Personal art. Picture featuring Kholfarr again, my fluffy daddy babe.
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(Yes, I am very much spamming with my boys now and desire to keep going on this road, dueh. I feel so great about finally posting this much personal arts again ;; ).

Finally done with this, so I can post it here! o/
But YES, Happy Valentines Day... One month later. x"D

This drawing was indeed supposed to be done last month, exactly for the 14th of February. I planned it all, getting it started at the beginning of February especially for the occassion, BUT, I made a stupid mistake and as I told on my Discord server on which I was showing the progress of it, I couldn't feel further mad about myself than I was feeling already. 

Simple said, one day when I thought showing the WIP of the draw to public was going to be niiice idea(I was done with my lineart and so wanted to show my intense work on my lines), for this I always resize my pictures so I doesn't give around my original and avoid to send oversized stuffs hard to load for others, but this day I was actually quite sleepy, distracted and... performed 'the error' without even noticing. So guess what dudes and dudettes, I saved the downsized version over my original file... and quitted my PC without a clue! :"D 

Guess how I felt when I went back on my drawing the day after to discover about the horrible fact? From a big sized image with details, I got to a mini blurry version of my hard works that took me days and pains to do! Honestly, my wrists and arms were hurting so much and I couldn't believe that I did a stupid thing like that when so much work was already done as I am always very cautious about it, VERY cautious. But, I FAILED this time and felt desesperated.

Of course, I didn't wanted to start it again at first and desired to throw my drawing through the window!.. But instead, I took a pause from it so I could feel better on my mind and body level, then started it a second time days later when I was finally calm as I was having commissions to do meanwhile anyway. I mean, at least I was still having the sketch and didn't lost my files completely as some cases before, which would have been beyond terrible. 

Though because of this delay, I knew I could not have it done for the valentines day anymore, but was still wishing to have it finished, dunno why. Maybe because I was knowing that it was going to torture my mind later if I was not having it done. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
However, yes I was desiring to have it completed, but my motivation and inspiration for it turned so low that it took me 100x more efforts just to finish, the why I am just officially done about it today.

And I've learned nothing from it, just pains and torture! Plus, I don't even like the drawing this much anymore. >:"C
Flowers are basically my wrists new nemesis, roses are indeed full of thorns in every ways!.. But can say I have a soft spot for how I did the curtains, hm~

In overall, I am just glad it is DONE! AGH x"D

Now it doesn't fit with the Valentines day, but can in the end be a personal picture for me. My boy is a romantic 24/7, no need the Valentines day for that, hurrhurr. ♥
Just please, visit and pet my big boy, he needs it and lots of it~
He is a very misunderstood gentle fluff. Also bring him foods. ; w;

Anyway, ahah, my explanations done,
take care and enjoy all~
Thanks for passing by!

OH!~ And my Discord server is waiting for new faces to appear, so please, consider giving it a check okay? ♪♫
- discord.gg/wRQzCTV